To be honest, I never know what to say in ‘abouts’. People are paradoxical – they remain the same even as they change, don’t you think? Or sometimes it’s a matter of context.
Off the top of my head, I can say I’m highly prone to procrastination, often forget what I want to say, and get irritated when people try to force me to agree with them. I love eating, traveling, reading and watching movies. Spacing out. Prefer cats over dogs, oceans over mountains, and mocha or coffee or dark chocolate ice-cream over vanilla. Beyond all this, I treasure most the freedom to do what I want, and follow my heart. Oh, and I’m really stubborn too.
I’d like to believe in preferences and choices, not good or bad. I wish I was better at expressing my feelings, and showing my appreciation to people I love and care for. Every day, I want to live with humility, grace and integrity, but it’s hard. Still, I suppose Life is an experiment worth trying. When I die, I’d like at least a few people to think, “She made me crazy sometimes, but my life wouldn’t have been the same without her.” Is that too much to ask for? :)
As for this site, it’s half a mind dump and half a way to share things and thoughts with my friends. And I do like writing. Even when it doesn’t make sense to others. Plus, it’s something someone can print out for me to read and refer to when I’m old and losing my memory. I figure in the end, all I have are memories. So if I at least record them while I can, perhaps there’ll be something beautiful to look back on in future.
p.s. You should probably also read my standard disclaimer.